Kolejny szybki szkic z delegacji (Princeton 2009). Ten budynek nalezy do Uniwersytetu w Princeton.
Czuje sie tak, jakbym chciala rozpoczac cos nowego, jednoczesnie czekajac, az ktos wskaze mi kierunek. Rozpoczelam czytac ksiazke pt. "The City of Dreaming Books" napisana przez Waltera Moers'a. Jak do tej pory (str.50) wspaniala, w sam raz na dlugie jesienne wieczory (basn dla doroslych). Troche odetchne od tych wszystkich poradnikow ze wskazowkami jak rysowac, jak zyc...
Ciekawe, ze im wiecej czytam tych poradnikow tym mniej rysuje.
Generalnie to wpadlam na swoj blog przede wszystkim, zeby znowu pomarudzic troche na brak weny, na to ze nie rysuje, na to, ze wstrzymuje sie od rzeczy i czynnosci, ktore tak naprawde sprawiaja mi przyjemnosc.
Chcialabym, zeby wlasnie to (kolejny wpis z narzekaniem) pomoglo mi wystartowac jak z procy ponownie, tak jak kiedys pomagalo, ale wraz z uplywem czasu od jednego rysunku do drugiego...przekonanie samej siebie, entuzjazm gdzies wyparowal i pozostawil mnie zupelnie bez energii.
Wiec musze wymyslic cos nowego, cos co znowu na mnie zadziala:)
Dziennik Malych Radosci: "Sciana deszczu za oknem mojego samochodu i gdzies zapomniana muzyka Sarah McLachlan snujaca sie z odtwarzacza CD".
Another quick sketch from my business trip (Princeton 2009). This building belongs to Princeton University.
I feel, as if I want to start something new, waiting at the same time, for somebody to direct me. I started reading a book "The City of Dreaming Books" by Walter Moers.
So far (page 50) exellent, perfect for the long Autumn evenings (fairytale for adults). I might catch some breath from the "How to draw..." , "How to live..." and all advise books I surrended myself with. Funny thing that the more I read these books the less I draw or paint.
Generally speaking I popped into my blog just to mourn a bit, that again I encounter some kind of a creative block, that I stopped drawing and that I stop myself from anything that brings me joy. It used to help me, I mourned a bit here and was ready for another battle with drawing, but not any more. Nothing seems to work anymore. My enthusiasm vanished and left me with no energy. I guess I'll have to find something else that works for me:)
Joy Journal: "Heavy rain outside the car window, and long forgotten music by Sarah McLachlan from CD player."
Monday, 23 November 2009
Princeton 2009
Wednesday, 18 November 2009
Princeton 2009
Princeton Peace Fountain. Niezbyt wiele czasu na szkic i zimno niestety. Trudno tez wrocic do szkicowania po tak dlugiej przerwie. Uf, uff ponownie zbieram sie w calosc.
Princeton Peace fountain. Not much time to get comfortable. I find it a bit difficult to get back to drawing after the last break.
Uf, uff again I am putting myself together.
Joy Journal: "It's a bit early but I loved it when I heard christmas song. It made me feel so warm inside:)"
Thursday, 15 October 2009
Telefony, wszedzie telefony

To by bylo na tyle z mojego planu...rozstania sie z telefonem...
Two years ago I wanted to get rid of my own mobile phone. Wherever I am...anyone can reach me because of my mobile. So, today I've got two mobile phones (private and work one) and one landline phone at work from 8-17.00
That would be all from my plan to be...phoneless...
Joy journal: "Goraca poranna kawa przygotowana przez Neethu."
"Hot morning coffee made by Neethu."
Friday, 9 October 2009
a boat
" I promise myself...
To forget the mistakes of the past and press on to the greater achevements of the future.
To wear a cheerful expression at all times and give a smile to every living creature I meet.
To give so much time to improving myself that I have no time to criticize others.
To be too large for worry, too noble for anger, too strong for fear, and too happy to permit the presence of trouble.
To think well of myself and to proclaim this fact to the world, not in loud words, but in great deeds.
To live in the faith that the whole world is on my side, so long as I am true to the best that is in me."
Christian D. Larson (1874-1954) "The Optimist's Creed"
Thursday, 8 October 2009
Happiness
Recently I haven't been doing much of drawing or painting. Just a few spare moments here and there torn from the every day busy schedule. I also decided to find out what does really make me happy. If I was to make a list of things, activities, what would I have found there. Maybe it's because I haven't been laughing much recently...
Joy Journal: "20min of a calm mind, no thoughts, no rushing just here and now:.
Monday, 21 September 2009
"At the gate"
"I promise myself...
To be so strong that nothing can disturb my peace of mind.
To talk health, happiness, and prosperity to every person I meet.
To make all my friends feel that there is something worthwhile in them.
To look at the sunny side of everything and make my optimism come true.
To think only of the best, to work only for the best, and to expect only the best.
To be just as enthusiastic about the success of others as I am about my own." tbc
Joy Journal: "One hour of listening to my favourite music."
Friday, 14 August 2009
by the lake
I'm so glad it's Friday (!) and that I was able to do another drawing.
Life is good...Life Is Good.
Joy Journal: "quiet evening after busy week."
Wednesday, 12 August 2009
Letting go (Shakti Gawain)
Let us imagine that life is a river. Most peoplel are clinging to the bank, afraid to let go, and risk being carried along by the current of the river.
When the pain of hanging on becomes greater than the fear of letting go, we let go and the river begins to carry us along safely. Once we are used to being in the flow of the river, we can begin to look ahead and guide our course. We choose which of the many branches of the river we prefer to follow, all the while still going with the flow. We can ejoy being here now, flowing with what is and at the same time, guide ourselves consciously toward our goals by taking full responsibility for creating our own lives.
"As I relax and let go, I flow toward my greatest good"
Joy Journal: "Yoga class last night".
Tuesday, 11 August 2009
EDM #176 "Draw something Summer"
I guess I have to get use to cycles in my life. I can draw and paint for two weeks and then don't touch pencil for two months. No point in forcing myself - it's just the way it is and if I try and fight against, it just gets worse. Stubborn I am.
In the first few weeks when I couldn't even look at my sketchbook I was trying to get inspiration from my blogging friends but despite all beautiful art I saw, I was like an empty pond with no fish.
I had to replenish my own ideas, my creative self and so I did.
Quick update.
I finished my foundation course which was an amazing experience for me. I didn't feel like creating much of drawings and paintings since but have been busy decorating my house, building porch and having guests around.
Time has come again for me to get back "on horse" and start drawing. My attempt at EDM #176 "Draw something summer". I am still due for holiday this year which for me I guess will come in December.
Joy Journal: "Kleenex Balsam tissues. I have sneeze all year round and these are the most delicate tissues I came across."
Wednesday, 17 June 2009
pirate
I saw this picture in news and I just wanted to draw her. It's the same feeling when I see captain Jack Sparrow. Freedom, adventure and a scent of wildness.
Sometimes I like to leave the sketch unfinished, especially now when again I am working on my perfectionism... Just let it be:)
Joy Journal: "picking the pencil to draw".
Tuesday, 16 June 2009
Airport and Travelling

Sunday, 14 June 2009
"Control"
Life, if you chase it, will exhaust you to death. Time, chased as a bandit, will behave like one: always one step, one room ahead, will change the name, hair colour to run away from you. At some point we have to stop because time will never s t o p. We have to admit we cannot catch time. That catching it is not a point. We have to let contentment into our lives. Let go of control. Observe what's happening around. When we do so, life still goes on. Where did the thought that managing each moment is so important come from? Why not leave it in peace? (my translation from "Eat, Pray, Love" E. Gilbert)
Joy Journal: "Visiting old friends."
Wednesday, 3 June 2009
From "Criminal Records"
While flicking through today's news during lunch break, Phil Spector's hair caught my eye. And then I found the story behind it...
Quick sketch and there we have another post.
Joy Journal: "Summer Time".
Thursday, 28 May 2009
After The Break
Tuesday, 14 April 2009
One finished, another in progress
watercolour on handmade paperSunday, 12 April 2009
"Wind"
Saturday, 11 April 2009
Tuesday, 31 March 2009
EDM #138 "Draw something soft"
The last one is a portrait from advert I've mentioned in one of the previous posts People Don't Grow Old Like They Used To. His face seems so expressive to me, I couldn't resist to sketch it.
Monday, 30 March 2009
Still on a break mode.
Joy Journal: "long walk".
Saturday, 28 March 2009
"A Break" - "Przerwa"
Yesterday was also the last day of term at uni, and we were asked to clean up our workspaces so the cleaners can clean them properly. Two weeks break should give them some time to do it, although it's not going to be easy (we've used plaster, clay, glue, paint and other chemicals...).
Ciesze sie na ten odpoczynek od codziennych wizyt na uniwersytecie. Musze sie troszeczke wyciszyc i pozbierac znowu pomysly, ktore kielkuja w mojej duszy.


at Costa Cafe, Moleskine sketchbook
Joy Journal: "Pretty Woman on TV last night"
Thursday, 26 March 2009
EDM #71 "Draw something representing your favorite sport".

Tuesday, 24 March 2009
People don't get old as they used to...
Joy Journal: "my first painting framed."
Monday, 23 March 2009
EDM #216 Draw your inner critic
Sunday, 22 March 2009
Colourful Landscape
Joy Journal: "catching up with few late works".
Saturday, 21 March 2009
Saturday
Canson Sketchbook, pencil HB & 4B, 45 minJoy Journal: "long walk."
Friday, 20 March 2009
After Project Effect
Thursday, 19 March 2009
Through The Window (Last Day)
monoprint, A3 size
Joy Journal: "reading a book online".
Tuesday, 17 March 2009
Through the Window (almost done)
Monday, 16 March 2009
Through the Window ("Przez Okno")
Sunday, 15 March 2009
Through the Window ("Przez Okno")
Saturday, 14 March 2009
Through the Window ("Przez Okno")
Thursday, 12 March 2009
Through the Window ("Przez Okno")
Wednesday, 11 March 2009
Through the Window ("Przez Okno")
Tuesday, 10 March 2009
Face a Day #14

Monday, 9 March 2009
Face a Day #13
Sunday, 8 March 2009
Face a Day #12

Saturday, 7 March 2009
Face a Day #11

Friday, 6 March 2009
Face a Day #10
Pencil HB & 6B, Canson sketchbook, 1 hour 15 minThursday, 5 March 2009
Face a Day #9
So, this portrait is one of these that I wouldn't like to post at all. There are so many wrong things in it. But my project is not about perfection but continiuality, putting marks in my sketchbook.

Portrait is drawn from photography by Steve McCurry. Please make sure you visit his website!

I was wrong. Instead of Spring we've got Winter back:)
Joy Journal: "visiting old streets of London."
Wednesday, 4 March 2009
Face a Day #8
that's a drawing from wd9hot flickr site.

Pencil HB, 8B, Canson Sketchbook, 1 hour
Joy Journal: "Coming back home after a long day of hard work in a comfortable car:)"
Tuesday, 3 March 2009
Face a Day #7
He died last year, I didn't know until yesterday.
I thought he will always be there...writing and painting.
Monday, 2 March 2009
Face a Day #6

Sunday, 1 March 2009
Face a Day #5
I'm glad I've started this project. I found that I can trick my mind and inner critic. It's only the case of finding the way. It's so difficult to be gentel with oneself, but from time to time I manage to ask myself "how do you feel?" as if I asked my friend. And it helps:) Puts me into perspective.

Saturday, 28 February 2009
Face a Day #4

pencil HB, 4B & 8B, 1 hour
I haven't got a scanner at the moment, but on Monday I'll try to scan this drawing and the previous one as the quality of originals is better than what you can see here:)
Joy Journal: "an offer (will say more about it in time:)"
Friday, 27 February 2009
Face a Day #3

Thursday, 26 February 2009
Face a Day #2
Wednesday, 25 February 2009
Face a Day #1

Canson Sketchbook A4, pencil HB & 4B
Joy Journal: "nice cup of earl grey tea with lemon and sugar."
Tuesday, 24 February 2009
Face a Day
Thursday, 19 February 2009
Collage

Joy Journal: "I found this book - Andrew Wyeth on his art. Good to know that famous artists share similar fears."
Monday, 16 February 2009
Nature

Two quick sketches, one (top) two weeks ago I saw this tree in the morning on my way to Uni. Beautiful sky and fresh air reminded me of Spring. Couldn't resist a quick sketch.





































